Sunday, October 16, 2005
it's very disappointing
the chalet had ended.
the days passes real fast.
played a few games of bowling before coming back. X))
fun!
haha.
this is the worst chalet mann..
horrible! terrible!!
sucks.
sigh.
but kinda had fun wif my beloved. X))
haha.
I DON'T LIKE YOU ANYMORE!!
many things happened. and it can't be changed.
sigh..
all u care about is ur_____.
(fill in the blank YOUrself)
what about our many years of friendship?
is it that fragile?
sigh..
u have changed.
u have totally changed into a different person.
u wasn't lidat in the past.
after mixing wif her, u have changed.
diasppointing.
this shows your true colours mann.
after all this, thinking back, i think u are only making use of me.
i feel so STUPID.
when u needed help, i'll always be there for you.
when you are sad, i always give u a listening ear.
we went through thick and thin together,
happy and sad times together.
this is damn disappointing.
i've always trusted u.
i thought you were the true friend that i'm looking for.
but not now anymore.
sigh.
my trust for you now is not that much anymore.
and i doubt from the start you have treated me as your true, real and best friend.
i really didn't know u were sure a person.
in the past, others were bithching about u,
i didn't believe all that they have said.
and now, i didn't know u were that _____.
it's very gross.
sigh.
u have changed.
do u realise that i'm also not the only one who have kept a distance from u?
and i'm also not the only one who thinks that you have changed.
sigh.
you told me to go with you.
fine, i went.
what happened?
u happily went to her hus.
and made me go there "alone".
is like wth!
is *she all u care about?
wad about out friendship?
sigh..
and i'll never forget, there's once, u made me travel all the way back home from bugis!
you know how far is that?
all u care about is your new friends?
wad about me? i've got feelings too u know?
grrr..
the worst thing is that u said u didn't want to go wif them.
but in the end, u left with them!!
argh..
on fri, we were suppose to help pris carry the food to the chalet.
u sad ur mum could one be back at around 1+2. alright, fine den.
but when around 3+, u said ur mum was busy. and she hasn't pass u the camera.
i really doubt about it. u jus wan to come with your stead than say so la. no need to lie.
i'm reallie very pisst. it's YOUR chalet. u are suppose to be the one carrying those stuff. not me..
so pisst..
all u care about is ur stead. fine, since u are lidat. and u did that to me.
i'll also do the same thing back.
it wasn't me, you are the one.
i hate all these!!
i don't like you anymore!!
u have changed.
6:17 PM